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I’m back there again….

It’s possibly been 1 and a half years since we used to speak daily. I’ve barely seen nor heard of you since.

The other day you were reminding me of the road trip we took and went the wrong way. #NotHastings
It was a lovely day and we made what we could out of it.

At the same time as reminding me of the fun times, you ask me for a favour…. I didn’t consider you as a user! Maybe you aren’t and needed some common ground to address me. Yes, it has been that long. We could talk about anything.

You were my first thought for most things before I did it. I wouldn’t say I was whipped, just considerate. Like when you made Lasagna and brought some over. Or when you’d randomly pass through just to say hello. Music blaring through the car windows.

Maybe it got too much when you realised things were changing for you. Maybe you woke up and thought, “this ain’t the guy”. Maybe you were fooling yourself. You see, since you, I’ve done that. I’m still doing that.

What I have, I don’t want. What I don’t have, I want. And I keep comparing. The only problem NOW, is that, it just isn’t you.

And you keep appearing in my dreams. Fuck knows why. Maybe it’s because I need to fall again. Was I in love? Dunno! But I do need to let go.
This one I can’t get to grips with. Seemed like a good idea, but I’m not comfortable and content. But I do need to let go.

With you, although we weren’t together, I felt we could do and challenge anything and anyone. But these days, I feel like what I desire, can’t be matched by anyone other than you. But I do need to let go.

Cut the rope and fall…

As I fall, I’ll poke my tongue out.